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I miss the sound of your heartbeat... Posted via LiveJournal.app. Ca va?: I miss... you. La Musique: Death Cab for Cutie: Summer Skin |
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I miss you.
Your face. Your voice.
...your touch...
I always thought we'd make it. I thought we'd weather the storms of my psychological anxieties, and that we would be all the stronger. I truly loved you, with every fiber of my being.
Sometimes I feel like you purposely tried to turn me into a monster like you. The physical violence, the screaming. That's not me. That's not who I am.
I miss Iowa. I miss the snow.
I'm so much better off without you. But goddamnit, we had it together.
I miss being pregnant with our son. I miss Aaron to pieces, my heart aches for him everyday. I really truly and honestly hope you're taking care of him.
I miss who you used to be...
But then again... do I really?
-C
Ca va?:  lonely La Musique: Death Cab for Cutie: Someday You Will be Loved |
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